FEEL SICK, ANOTHER NEGATIVE
Can't believe it, really thought this was the one! Even had a faint positive on Monday, but Aunt Flo turned up on Tuesday night. I was howling like a banshee, crying so hard, I honestly thought my head was going to explode with pain. I felt so incredibly angry - it's hard to explain.
The weird thing is, I'm totally over it now. The last time I was incredibly down for weeks, but this time, on Wednesday morning I was thinking, right, phone the GRI and get booked in for bloods so we can get the ball rolling for FET #2!!
In a scary way, it's like I'm immune to it now.
Anyway, I'm going to Suzy and baby on Friday, I saw them on Monday, which Suzy thought was very brave, but I felt fine, tomorrow might be a little tougher, who knows.
Can't believe it, really thought this was the one! Even had a faint positive on Monday, but Aunt Flo turned up on Tuesday night. I was howling like a banshee, crying so hard, I honestly thought my head was going to explode with pain. I felt so incredibly angry - it's hard to explain.
The weird thing is, I'm totally over it now. The last time I was incredibly down for weeks, but this time, on Wednesday morning I was thinking, right, phone the GRI and get booked in for bloods so we can get the ball rolling for FET #2!!
In a scary way, it's like I'm immune to it now.
Anyway, I'm going to Suzy and baby on Friday, I saw them on Monday, which Suzy thought was very brave, but I felt fine, tomorrow might be a little tougher, who knows.
posted by Tony's missus at 1:22 pm
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