STILL SO UNBELIEVABLE

It's a week since we got our official result back, and I still can't get my head round it. Neither can anyone else for that matter!

All the signs were so good, we weren't the only ones who assumed this was the one! I still can't believe this will be another Christmas without baby or pregnancy. Every Christmas since 2001 we've hoped....this time next year....

Well, back to GRI on the 4th of December to get the info on frozen embryo transfer. DR Robert Winston is currently on the BBC following 15 couples receiving fertility treatment. Last night was about PGD (pre-implantation genetic diagnosis), next week it's FET (frozen embryo transfer)! I couldn't watch last nights - or should I say DH told me to turn it over, I'd only get myself more stressed. Not sure if I'll be able to watch next weeks either.

I've spent a good few hours in floods of tears. I actually laughed at myself last Friday. It was pissing from the heavens and I was in the park chucking the ball for the dog getting drenched and sobbing at the same time! I likened myself to a character from True Movies, lol!! Anyway, a lot of the tears came from watching Empty Arms, I'll post the link. The first time I saw this over a year ago, I thought it was a bit dramatic, however having gone through two failed cycles of treatment, I can now totally understand everything about it.

http://www.vocalicious.com/empty_arms/empty_arms_mod.html


http://www.vocalicious.com/empty_arms/empty_arms_mod.html